HOLI IN MY LIFE
Ah! About three odd decades ago
Holi did use to come
With a gushing gusto
Flushing curiosity and swelling
enthusiasm!
During those bluff, innocuous childhood
days of innocence
It would start after the
customary, auspicious Dola Parv (Festival)
Of Devi (Goddess) Radha and Lord
Krishna
On the Full-Moon Day of the early
March.
Deities with a devotional fervour
And rhythmic, melodious and
resonant musical pomp
Would be escorted from the Temple
on a decorated Chariot
On to the village Dola Mandap
Where they would be placed on a
wooden swing
Adorned with new gorgeous
costumes
Sprinkled with varied hued Avir
(Gulal)
Endowed with glittering flower
garlands
Flashy ornaments and bunches of
green mangoes:
----- A unique prevailing Odia
usage
Mangoes are restricted to be
relished
Until they are offered to the
Deities on this sacred day
With sincere Pooja as per the
Vedic rituals.
Like other children of my age
I would be raptly awaiting the
next delaying dawn
To complete the morning chores in
a jiffy
And get braced up for enjoying
Holi.
Acute poverty would fail to spoil
the surging joy inside.
What if there was neither money
nor colours
Nor soap to wash at the agonizing
end?
An intense yearning for being
coloured or sprinkled
Would drag us to smear one
another
With the black and silky
oiled-soots from the kitchen
Or, the black greasy substance
From the over-used axle oil of
the wooden carts
Rowed on the village street,
Or, the burnt engine oil of the
water pumps;
Like a stiff-necked tramp
Unmindful of the imminent
beckoning
Of the pain, pang and humiliating
bath
On the huddling, boisterous
village pond steps
Where others would flush and wash
with soaps
In a victorious hue and cry of
glee and fulfillment
I, like a kook, would rub
kerosene and sand
Against the cuddly, shy skin in a
huff
Scared of returning my wretched,
forlorn home
To confront the tortured, furious
widowed-mother
With a nervous, anxious and quasi-monkey
face
And a scrubbed, red and ashamed
contour.
Still there was a rare, special
and delicious Charm in Holi.
Alas! With the passage of the
kaleidoscopic Time
Many changes have rushed in:
Thank God! The grinding poverty
has fled away.
Kitchen soots, cart-axle grease
Or, burnt engine oil have been
replaced
By the expensive, cancerous
chemical colours;
Devotional fervour by a frantic,
savage frolic and fashion;
Curiosity by anxiety;
A sound health by an allergic
cold;
Blue ribbons, kudos and
recognitions
Have taken the place of the
blushing affront.
Fear is almost estranged,
Childhood innocence has grown
into wanton cares and complexities......
Really, today everything is there
in Holi
Except for that bygone, perpetual
and platonic Charm!
*Kook – a person who is mad,
foolish, or eccentric and amoral.
©Shankar D Mishra 06.05.2017
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